you know what? you are REALLY good at pretending. why didn't i see this before? and i actually believed you.
i'm just sick of it all. why do i even bother to care? why did i even think you were my friend in the first place. or maybe i'm simply seeing too much again. i really, really hope that it's true, you know.
i will NOT let this drag me down. lesson one.
May 7, 2009