great. yet another thing i am failing - german. if i continue this way, i think i'd better drop out by november. no point wasting my mom's money on sec 2 books anyway.
gah i ache all over from 2.4 ytd. now my legs feel dead.
and my sister puked 3 times today plus had a horrible headache, so in the afternoon my grandma freaked out and dragged her plus the entire family to the A&E at KKH. turned out its just some normal illness... phew.
maybe you had a point there.
maybe it's just coz i'm the limit.
whoever decided my luck was having a very bad day then. i try to tell myself its part of fate or whatever, everything was already planned. or could one simple decision have changed everything right from the absolute beginning?
someday i'll look back at this without feeling like i'm falling back inside. but i highly doubt that's ever going to happen anytime soon.
i seriously think i'm losing my mind.
May 5, 2009