i REALLY should be sleeping right now. or reading about algernon for the thousandth time.
GAHH.
and i have this super tempting 8 days next to me, all about the star awards. but i can only allow myself to read it after both papers tomorrow... )): i need to train up my self-management skills, i lost everything after PSLE -.-
nooo why is the moelc elearning thingy bailing out on me NOW?! just when i wanna get elearning out of my way. -.-
sigh... today i worked from 8-10, memorizing some zuowen stuff and annotating the entire FFA for the thousandth time. after this i'm NEVER going to read FFA EVER AGAIN. EURGHH.
yay i found this really nice skin! but i have this feeling i saw it SOMEWHERE before -.- oh well i don't care lah, shall change maybe tomorrow night or smth after i mug and play piano. i need a break after all, don't i?
-sigh- i think evenings are the most depressing times of the day, it's like you're waiting for the next day but you still have a few hours to kill and everything is so grey and gloomy, just like my mood. and i hate it when one tiny thing suddenly changed everything and i feel that iron weight around myself again.
yes. i'm psycho, i know. it just seems like everything that can go wrong and bonk me back in the face already has, and yet there's still some more punches in the gut left in store for me tomorrow.
the pain grows worse;
April 29, 2009