zz i'm so thoughtless, seriously. which goes to show, the internet is truly freaky in some ways D: and i need to think more reasonably ugh. i feel so disgusted at myself now :/
thank you for telling me at least. i need to stop second guessing myself all the time and just dare to do things. since i'll end up seeming really stupid either way. i need faith in myself grrr.
am i really changing and doing things differently this year? i guess i'm telling myself that i need to be more outgoing and all, but i'm not changing much, just thinking that i did. my stupid hesitations are holding me back. how many more times am i going to tell myself that this time, this will be different?
gosh i feel like an idiot.
read on fang's blog that i only get what i am willing to give. totally true, but i'm wondering what if what i have to give is even good enough for people to want it.
at least i finally mugged geog today (:
wondering if i should move to lj, blogger is getting boring and i wanna use my pretty icons! but i'm lazy to figure out all the lj stuff haha.
March 20, 2010
it's just too little too late.