batch meeting was fun! :D i like the design! hopefully we can paint well hurhur. then we went for batch lunch at kfc :D thanks to my *@#(&% (random swear word xD) teeth, i couldn't eat anything but FRIES and bubble tea. but i miss ice lemon tea ice blended, yum! then everyone was eating fried chicken and all ): and chippy's sausage + mash potato looked awesome AHHH.
OMG i wanna learn to play don't stop believin' on the piano! but so far i can't find the score ):
i'm done with house rules! i think it's a lot less dramatic than the rest of the books but still great :D
i wanna sleep/go jogging or ANYTHING that will distract me from everything that's mixed up and falling apart, everything i ought to be doing, from this mess, from you.
i need to remember what i was thinking yesterday. because sometimes there's nothing else that'll get me through the end. i don't know what to do, because i guess either way it makes no difference. it's like it works for short moments but eventually just... dies out. so i give up on it cause nothing's gonna change anything, so i might as well put on a smile and turn away.
i have no idea why i typed this here. because i'm lazy to fill up another post, maybe. either way it's vague and nobody will understand it, just the way i like it (:
a word's just a word, til you mean what you say;
that's why they'll just stay words.
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OMG OUR WEIRD DREAMS ARE EPIC HAHAHA. i wish we can record them and watch on dvd or something! but so embarassing heheh. i love those dreams that i wake up and feel really happy because my head's still a hazy blank :D either way i wish i'll remember this dream! ): but it's like good times, eventually they all fade off. happy memories just fade faster than sad ones.
i hate that feeling i get when i have so many things to say but nothing fits, or i simply don't want to becuase i know how it'll end anyway.
March 16, 2010
and now the movie never ends.