THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY. i can't believe, in the blink of an eye, another week is over O: but this week hasn't exactly been the best anyway.
i'm so damn tired, i'm going to be dead to the world tomorrow til like 11am :D
choir today was okay but itsuki with fiera was so horrible ): the sec 4s sang amazingly and compared to them we sounded so... different. alto 2 was definitely the worst section, no doubt D: i felt so ashamed to be so lazy and a horrible singer, to kind of disappoint our seniors (or maybe they didn't expect it to be any better) despite all the time they spent teaching us and all. everything was screwed; our pitch went flat, we had not enough bass, someone was too airy, rhythm and dynamics were kinda nonexistent. we couldn't even FIND a single damn thing that is good to say about us, not like the sec 4s could find any either anyway.
i just hope i wasn't the one that was too airy ):
you know what? now i don't even bother expecting. i hate disappointments, though at least now i'm realistic about it.
forget it, gonna finish my mortal's letter, play piano, and try practicing itsuki.
at least, today i got a nice loooong letter~
i want chocolate or something!
love, me ♥
it wasn't meant to last, that's all.
January 15, 2010
overlook the truth