back from my mom's friend's party (: it was quite fun i guess, and they have this super nice pool there whoa. i wish i could swim there ):
sighh what's the point in feeling disappointed. forget it, i'll go read and sleep (:
but just a random thought, i wonder what the me of one year ago would think of me now, and who i'll become in the space of the next year. no point worrying about it i guess.
i just read this quite interesting thing in my book; that everyone has the same chances that they're given when they are born, wherever we go next is entirely dependent on ourselves, and nobody else. instead of realising that, i've just been quite stupid about it i guess. sometimes, no, most of the time i'm so blind and immature i feel really disgraced.
i think this blog is seriously quite boring ): in between my emo-ish posts, my boring recounts about nothing much and my strange posts when i'm wondering about stuff, there's nothing much good to read.
i really hope i won't make choices and become somebody i'll regret.
i hope tomorrow will be a good day and start off 2010 nicely (:
suddenly feel like drinking milo! i shall go make a cup :D
happy 2010~
December 31, 2009
shadows fill an empty heart;