somedays, almost everything just reinforces the fact that i'm not good enough, not somebody that i want to be. but aren't we all works in progress, with cracks and flaws. coz i am, for sure, and i'm obviously quite screwed up.
yes i'm in the midst of another demoralized mood.
i need a break from trying to be happy once in a while.
oh whatever. no one gives a damn anyway, only when i complain about it to them. which i'm trying not to, so i'm posting it. so if you don't like reading this kinda posts, don't read my blog.
this time baby,
i'll be bulletproof.
like that's ever going to happen.
December 13, 2009
lifeless; not literally.