throw it away, forget yesterday.
apparently all i was, in those so many years' worth of yesterdays, was a replacement, the temporary stand in. all those things that we laughed over, all our crazy antics. you were simply waiting for your real friend, weren't you?
well now that you got the real thing you should be happy then. you can finally stop pretending and having to put up with me now.
i'm glad for you, i am. glad that at least i finally saw through the many memories in the past.
have a nice friendship.
am i such a horrible or boring person that even my friends couldn't tolerate me?
why is it that even in your opinion, i'm second. and i thought you were one of the few i could really really trust, one who would stay with me for at least til JC.
goes to show how wrong i always am. that's what i get for believing, and trusting.
you can't keep everything.
July 22, 2009