-ranting, ignore if you want-
today was HORRIBLE.
okay most of what i remember was horrible.
i have TWO PAGES STUFFED with algebra for homework. plus history PT. plus bio PT after that. AND not that mention that my piano exam is due on the same day as bio PT. i can't PLAY any of my songs properly, my sightreading is totally CRAP, and my scales are... a bad memory.
and my maths TOTALLY sucks, like every other question i do, i get it wrong. wth is wrong with my BRAIN?! i can't even do BASIC algebra.
oh and i'm probably going to fail everything.
plus my sunday is PACKED, and i'm not looking forward to sitting in tuition for two hours.
did i mention i'm going to have to learn a FOURTH language AND PASS IT?!
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yes. i'm always the second last one, the one who sucks at everything, the total failure. hell just look at my sister. she rocks at practically EVERYTHING other than studies. and she can get my cousin and brother to do whatever she wants when i can't even get them to BUCKLE UP THEIR SEATBELT. i'm such a rotten older sister. she should take my spot, she'd be perfect for it. she's just perfect - smart, pretty, charismatic, the natural leader, talented in practically every sport, fun yet knows when to act mature (like during her PREFECT interview). i'm the precise opposite.
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okay, it's my fault, whatever. everytime there's a problem, it's always mine. if i didn't have anything to do with it, it'll be coz i'm the OLDER SISTER and should have taken care of it. thanks a lot for nothing.
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i really want to cry; if it would make any difference at all.
July 10, 2009