i feel so guilty. because i'm a hopeless person and there are so many people who need things that i have, and don't really deserve.
i'm just a loser who can't do ANYTHING. if i had to survive all that, i'm sure i'd have broken down a long long time ago. maybe i thought i was tough, but obviously i'm wrong.
i have never done anything reasonably well in most of my LIFE. those things i DID manage to get were luck.
everyone can do something. they're smart, or pretty, or talented, or atheletic, or simply really really nice or a great person.
but for me, all that i am is a nobody.
i need someone to rant to, please.
June 19, 2009